Why I Read the Way I Do

A place to begin – again.

This past year was particularly rough for me.

My house was under construction—all year—and still is, with a seemingly endless punch list that continues to demand attention. If only that had been the hardest thing we had to endure.

The longest day of the year—the official start of summer—was beautiful. The weather was warm, and the sunset over the mountains lingered as late as it ever would, sometime around 8:22 p.m. Around then, my husband, Mark, and our eldest dog, Marley, went for a ride in the gator—their evening patrol—while I stayed inside with our other dogs.

I didn’t see the car come up the driveway at first. When I did, Mark and Marley were already heading back toward the garage. It was a New Hampshire State Trooper’s car. I couldn’t imagine why they would be paying us a visit at 8:30 at night.

I watched from the kitchen as Mark spoke with the young officer on the patio. I watched as he walked back into the house and asked me for a pen and paper. He asked me to go outside and take the information. His son was dead. Our greatest fear as parents has been realized.

That’s how our summer started.

Once again, I found myself submerged deep in the waters of grief—far from shore—with a riptide pulling me beyond what I thought imaginable. I had already been living in grief for several years at that point. I had lost my parents and my former husband, the father of my two children. I was just beginning to feel solid footing beneath me again.

That footing didn’t last long.

For a while, I couldn’t focus on the written word. My usual bedtime reading—one of my anchors—became difficult. I would pick up my Kindle, read a few lines, maybe a couple of pages, and give up. My mind simply wouldn’t stay put.

When we needed to drive down to Connecticut for the service—a four-plus-hour trip—I chose a book we would listen to together on the way there and back. Historical fiction. It turned out to be exactly what we needed. The story gave our minds somewhere else to rest—somewhere structured and contained—when our own thoughts felt unmanageable.

That is where audiobooks come in for me.

I read with my eyes when I can. I read with my ears when I need to. Audiobooks fill my time while driving long distances, folding laundry, paying bills on the computer, and even in the dentist’s chair. Rarely, but sometimes, I listen to books while sitting quietly doing nothing. When holding a physical book feels like too much. Audiobooks are not a lesser form of reading. For me, they are often the difference between reading at all and not reading at all.

There were many times this year when even listening felt like too much. On those days, graphic novels and short stories became their own refuge. Limiting the number of words on the page helped. Allowing illustrations to carry some of the emotional weight was beneficial when language alone was overwhelming. Sometimes it was easier to absorb meaning through images than through sentences. Short stories, too, mattered more than usual. Their contained scope made it possible to enter and leave a narrative without the commitment an entire novel requires. They allowed me to keep engaging with the story even when my capacity was small.

Stories don’t fix grief. They don’t explain it or resolve it. What they do offer is companionship—voices that sit with complexity, with rupture, with what comes after the shattering moment. They remind me that attention is still possible, even when concentration is fragile. That meaning can still accumulate, one word, one sentence at a time.

Looking back at my reading over the past year, I can see that none of it was accidental. I wasn’t reading to escape my life. I was reading to understand how people keep living inside theirs—after loss, after love changes shape, after everything familiar has shifted.

I was drawn to books that witness rather than explain. Some things can not be explained. Stories that allow sorrow and tenderness to coexist. Narratives that don’t rush toward resolution, but instead honor the long middle—the part where most of us actually live.

Despite everything, I still found myself drawn to beauty, to animals, to quiet humor, to small moments of grace. That impulse feels worth naming. It tells me that grief hasn’t hardened me. That even now, I am still choosing to stay open.

So if you notice that I talk about audiobooks often, or that I move between formats, this is why. Stories help hold what I can’t always carry on my own. They do some of the emotional labor with me, and sometimes for me, when things are too heavy.

I’m starting the year here—clearing the air, naming the context, and giving myself permission to read in whatever way keeps me connected to stories. Everything that follows on Xine’s Pack—book talk, reflections, recommendations—comes from this place.

It felt important to say that first.

Next, I’ll be reentering the Lit Lounge—a space where I like to talk about books, not just review them. I still do that too, but here I dive a little deeper into the themes that intrigue me. I hope you will join me there and join the conversation. Otherwise, I will be talking to myself, which is fine too. Healthy actually.

No. 1 Chicken Favorite Homemade Chicken Strips

Easy Parmesan Crusted Chicken with Honey Mustard Dip

chicken fingers on a plate
Chicken fingers with honey mustard dipping sauce

When my kids were little, I used to make them homemade chicken strips that we referred to as “No.1 Chicken.” It wasn’t just their favorite — they loved that the long strips of chicken, sliced from whole breasts, looked like the number one. So when I would say, “We are having No.1 Chicken,” they knew exactly what I was referring to. What can I say, we are a very literal family.

I haven’t come across many kids who didn’t like chicken fingers, so I knew it was a dish I would have to learn to make for the family when I became a mom. I had one child willing to be daring and experiment with food, the other was a bit more particular. Thankfully, everyone loved No.1 Chicken. The kids loved it because it was delicious and easy to eat. I liked it because it was easy to make, not that time-consuming and I didn’t have to spend time cutting them up so the kids could eat. The classic finger food.

Prep time was minimal. All I did was dip the chicken in an egg wash, then coat it in a breadcrumb mixture seasoned with parmesan cheese and a sprinkle of Greek seasoning, which had a mix of oregano, garlic, onion, salt, and pepper. Back then, I’d fry them in olive oil until golden, but today, I prefer to bake or air fry them for a lighter touch. Any which way, you have to flip them.

The kids loved dipping them in our homemade honey mustard sauce. It’s a quick and easy sauce I would mix up right before dinner, making just enough for dinner, balancing the sweet and tangy, made with honey, whole grain mustard, and Dijon — just thick enough to cling to every bite. They are also delicious cold the next day as a snack.

Now my kids are grown, but this recipe is a little slice of our family history. Whenever I make it, it feels like a warm hug from the past.

No.1 Chicken Strips Recipe

Ingredients

For the Chicken:

• 2 boneless, skinless chicken breasts

• 1 egg

• 1 tbsp water

• 1 cup breadcrumbs (panko or regular)

• 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese

• 1 tsp dried oregano

• 1 tsp garlic powder

• 1/2 tsp onion powder

• Salt and pepper to taste

• Olive oil spray (for baking or air frying)

For the Honey Mustard Sauce:

• 2 tbsp whole grain mustard

• 1 tbsp Dijon mustard

• 2 tbsp honey

• Optional: pinch of salt or squeeze of lemon for balance

Instructions

Prepare the Chicken:

Slice the chicken breasts lengthwise into long strips, about the shape of the number one. Pat them dry with paper towels.

Set up Breading Station:

In a shallow bowl, whisk the egg with 1 tablespoon of water.

In another bowl, mix breadcrumbs, Parmesan cheese, oregano, garlic powder, onion powder, salt, and pepper.

Bread the Chicken:

Dip each chicken strip into the egg wash, then into the breadcrumb mixture, pressing lightly to adhere.

Cook:

To Bake: Preheat oven to 400°F (200°C). Place strips on a baking sheet lined with parchment paper or a wire rack. Lightly spray with olive oil. Bake for 18–20 minutes, flipping halfway through, until golden and cooked through.

or

To Air Fry: Preheat air fryer to 400°F. Arrange strips in a single layer, spray lightly with oil, and cook for about 10–12 minutes, flipping halfway, until crispy and cooked through.

While the chicken cools slightly, make the sauce:

In a small bowl, stir together whole-grain mustard, Dijon, and honey until smooth and creamy but not too runny. Adjust to taste.

Serve:

Serve warm with honey mustard sauce on the side or cold as a delicious leftover.

These chicken strips are great for dipping – try your family’s favorite dipping sauce and make a perfect family-friendly meal. 

Try pairing them with a crisp salad, roasted potatoes, or even tuck them into wraps for a twist.

Author’s Note: I am working on compiling a collection of recipes that my family has always enjoyed so I can pass these dishes along to the next generation, along with the stories of our past and how these meals brought us together.

This recipe was originally published on Vocal.Media April 7, 2025

If It Ain’t Broke Don’t Fix it

A Cautionary Tale in Verse

I. The Truck (Earl & Mike, 1975)

Earl’s hands were cracked, his knuckles worn,

Fixed every engine since he was born.

His truck was steel, its gears were strong,

It rumbled deep, it rolled along.

But Mike, his boy, all full of pride,

Said, “Hand cranks, Dad? You must be blind!

I’ll install electric locks, a motorized door,

You’ll never struggle, not anymore.”

Earl’s mother—silver hair and slight,

Warned them both beneath the night:

“If it ain’t broke—don’t fix it.”

The storm rolled in, the floods ran high,

Earl’s truck stalled under the sky.

They reached to crank the window down,

But the switch was dead—they both would drown.

Water rose, the doors stayed shut,

Electric locks had sealed them up.

No levers left, no twist, no trick—

If it ain’t broke—don’t fix it.

II. The Digital Map (John, 2000)

The world was changing, sleek and bright,

Paper maps faded overnight.

No more charts, no twists, no turns,

Just satellites to track and learn.

“No more wrong roads, no more strays,

Just type it in—it guides your way.”

Steel and circuits, voice so clear,

Trust the system—nothing to fear.

But voices called from long ago,

A warning hummed so soft, so low:

“If it ain’t broke—don’t fix it.”

Mike’s son, John—so proud, so sure,

Bought a brand-new car, secure.

No more maps—no human hand,

Just a screen to trace the land.

The mountains stretched, the road ran thin,

But GPS said, “Turn again.”

A sharp-cut path, a sudden cliff,

The car obeyed—a fatal shift.

The tires spun, the brakes went slack,

No road ahead—no turning back.

A voice once trusted, cold and quick—

If it ain’t broke—don’t fix it.

III. The House (John’s Son, 2025)

John’s boy built his home in perfect code,

Lights that knew when to explode.

Doors that sensed the coming feet,

A fridge that knew what he should eat.

“No more keys, no need to guess,

My home shall learn, my life’s no mess.”

A tap, a beep, a whispered word,

His house obeyed, his will conferred.

Yet in the walls, his father’s voice,

A whisper lost, a mother’s choice:

“If it ain’t broke—don’t fix it.”

The night turned black, the circuits fried,

The smart-home locks all shut inside.

John’s boy woke up to flames and smoke,

The power gone—no doors, no hope.

He called to open, screamed to break,

But the system did not wake.

A voice once his—just cold, just quick—

If it ain’t broke—don’t fix it.

IV. The Car (Zack, Earl’s Great-Grandson, 2050)

Zack lived his life in sleek design,

A car that knew the road and time.

No wheel to turn, no gears to shift,

Just thoughts that moved, a seamless drift.

“Old cars crashed, they burned, they flipped,

Mine predicts, mine won’t be tricked.”

No levers left, no clumsy brakes,

Just code that learns from past mistakes.

Yet ghosts still whispered, voices thin,

A warning hummed beneath his skin.

“If it ain’t broke—don’t fix it.”

The night was slick, the road was glass,

The car misread the turn too fast.

Zack reached to grab the wheel—no use,

The screen just blinked, the belt stayed loose.

The door handles hid, the locks stayed tight,

The system cold, the world went white.

No hands to hold, no twist, no click—

If it ain’t broke—don’t fix it.

V. The Echo 

Five men stand at time’s own gate,

Each has lost, too late, too late.

Their ghosts still whisper through the years,

A lesson bought with blood and tears.

And in the wind, in death’s cold mix,

A voice still hums, a voice still ticks:

“If it ain’t broke—don’t fix it.”

Author’s Note

Reverse Improvement

I wrote this poem after watching a recent video by Bill Maher. I agree with much of what he says about the concept of ‘Reverse Improvement’

Reverse improvement a term he introduced over five years ago, as seen in the second video around 3 minutes in as Maher introduces the concept.

This poem was originally posted also on Vocal Media on February 10, 2025.

A Journey Through Borges’ Short Story, The Garden of Forking Paths

Welcome to my series on The Art of the Short Story: 52 Great Authors, Their Best Short Fiction, and Their Insights on Writing by Dana Gioia and R.S. Gwynn. This anthology offers not only extraordinary stories but also a rare glimpse into the minds of their creators. In this series, I’ll delve beyond simple reviews to explore the themes, techniques, and enduring relevance of these works, reflecting on how they illuminate the art of storytelling. Whether you’re a reader, writer, or lover of short fiction, I hope these discussions deepen your appreciation for these literary treasures.

Borges, Labyrinths, and Infinite Possibilities

Jorge Luis Borges has a way of taking big, mind-bending concepts and wrapping them up in stories that are just a few pages long but leave you thinking for days. The Garden of Forking Paths is no exception. This philosophical exploration of time, choice, and reality is one of Borges’s most fascinating works. Written in 1941, on the surface, it’s the story of a spy during World War I, but it quickly unfolds into a multi-layered narrative that challenges how we think about existence itself. It’s the kind of story that makes you pause and rethink everything—especially how the decisions you make in the present shape your reality.

I read this story in The Art of the Short Story: 52 Great Authors, Their Best Short Fiction and Their Insights on Writing. I’m trying to become a better writer, and as part of that journey, I started practicing copywork. I’d come across an app that introduced me to the concept, and after some research, I decided to do it the old-fashioned way instead. After all, Hunter S. Thompson and Jack London, who reportedly used this method, didn’t use an app, and if I’m going to learn, I want to learn from the best, the same way they did it.

That said, let’s dive into The Garden of Forking Paths and explore why it’s a story that remains as engaging and thought-provoking today as when it was first published.

The Labyrinth of Time: Borges’ Vision of Infinite Choices

One of the most striking aspects of The Garden of Forking Paths is Ts’ui Pên’s idea of the labyrinth. But this isn’t your typical maze—it’s a metaphor for time itself. Instead of a single, linear path, time is presented as a web of infinite possibilities, where every decision spawns new branches, each leading to a different outcome. You have to imagine a map where every fork represents a choice. Every path exists simultaneously. It’s a lot to consider and incredibly mind-blowing, right?

I love authors that refer to other authors and books as Borges does in the story. It adds another layer to his work where these references blur the lines between fiction and reality, making the story feel like a living part of a much larger literary conversation. It also adds to my TBR list. Borges saw literature as a living, interconnected entity. In an interview included in The Art of the Short Story, he was asked whether he saw the world’s literature as constantly changing and being modified by time and whether this made him feel a sense of futility about creating original works. He responded:

“But not only futility. I see it as something living and growing. I think of the world’s literature as a kind of forest. I mean, it’s tangled and entangles us, but it’s growing. Well, to come back to my inevitable image of a labyrinth, well it’s a living labyrinth, right? A living maze. Perhaps the word labyrinth is more interesting than the word maze.”

This idea—that literature is a living labyrinth—deepens the themes of infinite possibilities in The Garden of Forking Paths.

“This web of time – the strands of which approach one another, bifurcate, intersect or ignore each other through the centuries – embraces every possibility. We do not exist in most of them. In some you exist and not I, while in others I do, and you do not.”

The Garden of Forking Paths – Jorge Luis Borges

Living in the Moment: The Only Reality That Matters

Even though Borges paints a picture of infinite possibilities, he brings it back to the present with a simple yet profound idea: the present is the only reality that matters. That line hit me hard. It’s easy to get caught up in what could have been or what might be, but ultimately, the choices we make right now are what shape our paths.

While copyworking the story, I noticed how Borges’s repetition reinforces this theme. Certain ideas—like the urgency of the present moment—came alive in a way I might have overlooked otherwise. Yu Tsun’s story drives this point home. He’s a spy with a single mission, and the urgency of his present moment—deciding what to do, who to trust—feels more real and impactful than any abstract concept of infinite futures. It’s a powerful reminder to stay grounded and intentional, even in a world full of distractions.

Borges’ Writing: A Masterclass in Complexity and Clarity

What I love about Borges is how he blends deep, philosophical ideas with accessible storytelling. While copyworking, I noticed two things that stood out: his use of repetition and his occasional inclusion of long, almost academic words. The repetition wasn’t just for emphasis—it created a rhythm that mirrored the looping, branching paths of the story itself. The longer words certainly stood out as I copied each one out. The Jeopardy category “Words over 12 letters long” came to mind. But there was something about the way he used them that made me appreciate how carefully he chose them to convey the story’s intellectual depth.

Another thing that struck me was Borges’s clarity. Even when he’s discussing abstract ideas, his writing is never needlessly complicated. He paints such a clear picture that you can almost see Ts’ui Pên’s labyrinth in your mind. And while the story doesn’t spell everything out for you, it invites you to think deeply—and that’s part of its magic.

Portrait of Jorge Luis Borges by Xine Segalas on NightCafe Studio

The Life Lessons in The Garden of Forking Paths

Reading this story made me reflect on my own life and choices. It’s easy to think about the “what ifs”—the roads not taken—but Borges reminded me of the importance of being present. The past is fixed, the future is uncertain, but the present is where we have power. It’s where we make decisions that shape everything that comes next.

Copyworking the story heightened this reflection for me. The process of slowing down and focusing on each word made the themes of time and choice feel even more relevant. This idea feels especially important today. So many of us (myself included) get caught up in our phones, our to-do lists, or worrying about what’s next. Borges’s story is a call to slow down and focus on the here and now. After all, it’s the present that defines the path we’re on.

Why Borges’ Labyrinth Still Captivates

What makes The Garden of Forking Paths timeless is how it blends philosophy with fiction in such a seamless way.Borges takes an abstract concept like infinite possibilities and grounds it in a human story—one filled with urgency, tension, and moral complexity. Written in 1941, the sotry is ageless and it feels relevant today as when it was first written. 

When I stared reading the story I had no idea what to expect and was pleasantly surprised The Garden of Forking Path is a story that you will think about after you have finished — possibly every time you make a decision. The themes of time, choice, and reality will always make for some interesting reading and Borges masterfully guides us through his maze.

Final Thoughts and Key Takeaways

Some stories merely entertain us and then there are stories that get us thinking about life – the distractions and choices we are continually confronted with. The Garden of Forking Paths is more than just a short story; it’s an invitation to reflect on time, existence, and the power of our choices. I enjoyed copyworking this story, I learned a lot. I think it helped me to understand things that I may have missed otherwise. Writing out the deliberate repetition and careful word choices showed me what makes Borges’s writing so impactful. His labyrinth is both a literal and metaphorical masterpiece, reminding us that while the possibilities are endless, the present moment is where life happens. Being in the present moment is the key – a particularly important lesson given the aimless strolling on phones that millions of people do on a daily basis. Not being present. If you’re looking for a story that will challenge and inspire you, this one is well worth your time.

Further Exploration

If you are interested in exploring further into the themes and ideas in The Garden of Forking Paths, here are two fascinating videos:

An interview between William F. Buckley and Jorge Luis Borges – A rare chance to hear Borges discuss his work and philosophy in his own words.

An analysis of The Garden of Forking Paths – I enjoyed watching these guys break down the story for us.

Learning Portuguese Through Music

When I started learning Portuguese this summer, I discovered one of the most enjoyable ways to practice pronunciation and vocabulary: listening to music and reading along with the lyrics. It all began when I heard the lively beats and melodies playing while the Brazilian crew framed my house during a renovation. 

Their music became the soundtrack to those chaotic days, drawing me in with its infectious rhythms. The more I immersed myself, the more I understood, and before long, I found myself singing along—albeit a little off-key. I am enjoying learning more about Brazilian culture and music and it has been one of the only things I have been able to focus on during this chaotic point in my life.

Here are some of the first songs that made it onto my Portuguese playlist:

Lexa and Soley – “Mania”

One of the first songs I stumbled upon was “Mania” by Brazilian pop sensations Lexa and Soley. This high-energy track, with its infectious beats and catchy lyrics, invites you to sing along and move to the rhythm. While the quick tempo is a fun challenge, it’s an instant mood booster that’s impossible to resist.

Anitta – “Lugar Perfeito” and “Me Gusta”

Anitta is a Brazilian powerhouse whose vibrant energy and dynamic music make her unforgettable. Effortlessly blending pop, funk carioca, Latin pop, and reggaeton, she’s a true international icon, singing in Portuguese, Spanish, English, Italian, and French. Her upbeat “Lugar Perfeito” is a joy to sing along with, while the electrifying “Me Gusta” (featuring Cardi B and Myke Towers) showcases her genre-blending artistry.

Mayra Andrade – “Afeto”

Mayra Andrade’s velvety voice and Cape Verdean rhythms make her a standout in world music. Her soulful track “Afeto” is mesmerizing, with captivating vocals and a guitar solo at the end that I adore. For a different vibe, the Ankhoi remix transforms the song into an electrifying, club-ready dance track. While my clubbing days are behind me (I’m 60, after all), I’ll happily dance to this in the privacy of my home.

O Rappa – “Minha Alma”

Hailing from Rio de Janeiro, O Rappa is a Brazilian reggae band known for their eclectic sound that blends rock, reggae, funk, hip-hop, and samba. Their track “Minha Alma” stands out with its soulful vibe and unique fusion of styles, creating a captivating listening experience that showcases their creative depth.

Amani Kush and Natiruts

Amani Kush has mastered the art of blending the timeless essence of classic reggae with the deep, rich vibrations of Roots Reggae. His soulful vocals and infectious rhythms invite you to dance and lose yourself in the music. Similarly, Natiruts, a Brazilian reggae band formed in 1996, brings a dynamic mix of traditional reggae, rock, funk, and dancehall to the table. Their innovative sound has made them a beloved name in Brazilian music.

Chico Buarque – “Construção”

Chico Buarque, a towering figure in Brazilian music and culture, is celebrated for his masterful songwriting and poignant lyrics. His iconic track “Construção” is a powerful critique of societal inequities and the human cost of progress. It’s a stunning example of how Buarque blends poetic storytelling with social commentary, cementing his legacy as a musical poet and voice for the people.

Blasting Beats, Learning Words

Listening to my tunes on Apple Music while reading along with the lyrics has been a game-changer for my Portuguese learning journey. It’s given me the confidence to try singing along—even if I still stumble over words and phrases. Watching music videos with lyrics or turning on closed captions on YouTube has also been incredibly helpful. There’s something about seeing the words paired with the rhythm that makes it all click.

I can’t help but laugh at myself sometimes—blasting music by these young artists, singing, and dancing around the house like a teenager. But honestly, it’s been so much fun and a relief during the chaos of our home renovation, and I’ve found myself hitting “repeat” more times than I’d like to admit!

There is something about music that penetrates your soul, and through listening, I feel I am learning more about Brazilian culture and music than I expected.

Now, I need your help!

What are your favorite songs sung in Portuguese? I’m looking for more music recommendations to expand my playlist and keep learning. Drop your suggestions in the comments—I’d love to hear what inspires you!

Stay tuned, too, because I plan to write a similar article sharing my favorite Spanish and French songs that have been helping me along my language-learning journey. Until then, I’ll be here, dancing and singing along to the vibrant sounds of Portuguese music. Let’s keep learning together!

Bom Dia! Finding Joy in Learning Portuguese

How a chaotic home renovation sparked an unexpected passion.

Finding Connection in Unexpected Places

It was only a few months into the project this summer when I was walking up the driveway with the dogs and greeted some of the crew as they were arriving to work with a cheerful “Bom Dia!”—Good Morning in Portuguese. To my surprise, they smiled warmly, their expressions lighting up like sunshine after a storm.

At that moment, I realized that even in the midst of the chaos—living out of three cramped rooms in a house stripped down to its studs—small gestures like learning a few words in someone’s language could create connections that felt grounding and human. What began as a simple greeting has grown into a passion I never expected: learning Portuguese.

Surviving the Storm at Home

For the past nine months and counting, my house has been under a major reconstruction project. The first quarter of the year was consumed with packing as though we were moving—but without actually going anywhere. All the furniture went into storage, leaving my husband, our three dogs, and me living in just three rooms: my den, his studio, and our bedroom.

Boomer and Gunner in our “kitchen”, wondering why I am not making them their dinner

My den now serves as a makeshift kitchen, complete with two freezers, a mini fridge (the big one didn’t fit), an air fryer, a hot plate, a microwave, and a hutch holding all our dishes. It’s also our dining area. Meanwhile, a small countertop dishwasher hums away in my bathroom, and my closet doubles as a pantry. It’s like living on a land yacht—adrift in a storm, clinging to the hope of calm seas ahead.

Amid this upheaval, focusing on anything new felt impossible. But then, 132 days ago—yes, I know the exact number thanks to my DuoLingo streak counter—I finally found clarity.

A New Language, A New Focus

One morning, inspired by the friendly banter of the crew outside, I opened DuoLingo, an app I had dabbled with years ago while trying to learn Italian and Greek. Back then, life’s storms—grief after losing my parents and my ex-husband—derailed my progress. This time, my motivation was immediate: I wanted to connect with our construction crew, who primarily spoke Portuguese and Spanish.

I started with Spanish, but soon the framers’ lyrical Brazilian Portuguese drew me in. To my ears, Portuguese is a captivating blend of Spanish, French, and even a touch of Greek. What began as an attempt to learn a few pleasantries quickly turned into an obsession—an escape from the chaos of construction and a journey into the beauty of language.

Language Learning: Progress and Pride

DuoLingo has been my anchor. The app’s stats appeal to my competitive, data-loving side. I’m currently Level 21 in French, Level 20 in Spanish, and working through Section 3, Unit 15 in Portuguese. I’ve held a streak for 132 days and counting, with 16 consecutive weeks in the Diamond League and 25 top-three finishes.

It’s not just about the numbers, though. Learning practical words like as janelas (“windows”), cozinha (“kitchen”), and escada (“stairs”) has been unexpectedly useful—even ironic, given we didn’t have stairs for months.

And then there are the moments of connection: saying “Feliz Natal” to a crew member after Christmas and seeing his smile light up; or the less glamorous day when I asked how to say “poop” in Portuguese while picking up after the dogs. They laughed as I proudly declared, “Eu pego as muitas bostas!” (I pick up lots of poop!). It’s moments like these that make the hard work feel worthwhile.

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Tools of the Trade: Making Learning Fun

To keep things fresh, I’ve added other tools to my arsenal:

Jumpspeak: This app’s conversational practice through real-life scenarios helps phrases stick. While it doesn’t offer Portuguese, I’ve been using it for French and Spanish. It uses clips for TV and movies to help you learn. It helps hearing the various accents and the language being used in real scenarios. 

Prismatext: I love reading books and this tool blends target languages into English texts. Reading The Christmas Cookie in English/Portuguese expanded my vocabulary in a fun, immersive way and more importantly easy and natural way. I’m currently reading All the Acorns on the Forest Floor by Kim Hooper in English/French.

Music: Singing along to Brazilian music has been one of the most enjoyable ways to improve my pronunciation and rhythm. It all started with the music the crews would play while they worked—lively, melodic, and impossible to ignore. Their songs became the soundtrack to our reconstruction, drawing me into the vibrant world of Brazilian music. I’ll share my favorite playlist in another article!

These resources, alongside DuoLingo, give me a well-rounded approach to language learning that keeps me motivated and engaged.

Did You Know? Connecting to the World Through Portuguese

Portuguese is the sixth most spoken language globally, serving as the official language in multiple countries across different continents. From Brazil’s vibrant cultures to Mozambique’s rich traditions, learning Portuguese opens doors to diverse experiences and connections.

For a deeper dive into the countries where Portuguese is spoken, you can explore this insightful article by Duolingo: Everywhere you can use portuguese around the world

Source: OpenCourseWare

Language as a Bridge

What started as a simple desire to greet our construction crew has blossomed into a passion that’s brought unexpected joy and focus to my life. In the thick of construction chaos—with drywall still to go up, no flooring, and no heat running through half the house—language learning has given me something solid to hold onto. It’s a reminder that even amid upheaval, we can create connections and find clarity.

Join Me on the Journey!

If you’ve ever thought about learning a new language, don’t wait—start today! Whether it’s for travel, connection, or just the joy of learning, even a few words can make a difference. Follow me on DuoLingo at @Xine206, and I’ll follow back to cheer you on.

Let’s make language learning a shared adventure! What language are you learning, and what’s your favorite tip or resource? Share in the comments—I’m always looking for inspiration.

All photos and images are by the author, Xine Segalas, unless otherwise noted.

Favorites of 2024: A Year in Books

2024 was chaotic, marked by a major home renovation that dominated the year. The first half was spent packing, and the second half saw demolition and construction—with rooms missing drywall, outlets, plumbing, and even floors. Amid the physical disorder, books became my refuge.

When the noise was too much, I put on my headphones and escaped into another world through audiobooks. At night, my Kindle offered a quieter way to unwind. I made it a goal to read at least one chapter before bed—sometimes two or three if the book was particularly gripping. Books not only filled my time but also provided stability and solace in a year of unpredictability.

Contemporary Fiction

Winner: Remarkably Bright Creatures by Shelby Van Pelt

I loved this book! The story is whimsical yet heartfelt, with unforgettable characters and poignant themes of connection and healing.

My Review of Remarkably Bright Creatures

Runner-Up: Hello Beautiful by Ann Napolitano

Another great story. A deeply emotional exploration of family dynamics and resilience, with beautifully drawn characters.

My Review of Hello Beautiful and Blog Discussion

Multigenerational Family

Winner: The Covenant of Water by Abraham Verghese

I love a good multigenerational story and this one did not disappoint! It’s a sweeping, heartfelt narrative that explored love, loss, and family through generations.

My Review of The Covenant of Water

Runner-Up: The Boston Girl by Anita Diamant

I had this one on my TBR list for too long! Thankfully the library book club pushed it up on my reading list. It’s a beautifully told story of a woman’s life, highlighting themes of resilience and self-discovery.

My Review of The Boston Girl

Grief and Reflection

The past few years have been marked by significant losses, and the stages of grief seemed to run into one another. I found it helpful to read or listen to how others have dealt with their own grief.

Although the stories I encountered were unique to each author, there was something universal in them—a shared understanding of loss and resilience that felt deeply comforting and affirming. These experiences profoundly influenced my reading choices.

Winner: Here After by Amy Lin

So good, I hope more people read this one. It’s a poignant and thought-provoking story that beautifully explores grief, love, and the life after losing a loved one.

My Review of Here After

Runner-Up: Nobody Will Tell You This But Me by Bess Kalb

I loved this one too. Kaib’s unique structure and emotional storytelling, offered a touching tribute to her grandmother and family bonds.

My Review of Nobody Will Tell You This But Me

Memoir

Memoirs became a significant part of my reading this year, thanks to the Minot-Sleeper Library’s Nonfiction book club. Their selections introduced me to incredible stories, some with a local connection, that I might not have discovered otherwise.

Winner: KooKooLand by Gloria Norris

This was a surprise – a pleasnat one at that! I had no idea what to expect from this book and found it to be a gritty and deeply moving account of family struggles, resilience, and survival.

My Review of KooKooLand  and Blog Discussion

Runner-Up: A House in the Sky by Amanda Lindhout

Another book that the library’s book club introduced me to was this gem. It’s a harrowing and inspiring memoir of resilience, survival, and the power of hope in the face of unimaginable adversity.

My Review of A House in the Sky

Nonfiction

Nonfiction became a rich and rewarding category for me this year, largely influenced by the Minot-Sleeper Library’s Nonfiction Book Club. Their selections introduced me to compelling narratives that balanced education with engaging storytelling.

Winner: The Underground Girls of Kabul by Jenny Nordberg

Another book which took me completely by surprise. This was a powerful exploration of gender and cultural identity in Afghanistan, I had not ever expected to read about. But very glad I did!

My Review of The Underground Girls of Kabul

Runner-Up: The Johnstown Flood by David McCullough

McCullough is a master at preseneting history in such an interesting and riveting manner. I found this book to be a vivid historical detail, so masterfully narrative that it brought this tragedy to life.

My Review of The Johnstown Flood and Blog Discussion

Historical Fiction

Winner: The Diamond Eye by Kate Quinn

This was a riveting blend of history and human drama, inspired by the true story of Lyudmila Pavlichenko, a Soviet sniper during World War II. Quinn’s vivid prose, meticulous research, and emotional depth brought both the brutality of war and the resilience of its protagonist to life.

My Review of The Diamond Eye

Runner-Up: Bel Canto by Ann Patchett

Patchett is a favorite of mine and I’m reading my way through all her book. This story is a beautifully written exploration of human connection during an extraordinary terrifying situation. Patchett’s immersive storytelling and complex, relatable characters made this a deeply emotional and unforgettable read.

My Review of Bel Canto

True Crime

True crime is a relatively new genre I have been exploring more and more as I’ve found it fascinating. Again, the Minot-Sleeper Library’s Nonfiction Book Club was a great source for me this year, introducing me to compelling narratives that blended history, mystery, and human psychology.

Winner: Cold Water Crossing by David Faxon

Wow! This is a gripping and atmospheric exploration of a historical true crime that keeps you on edge.

My Review of Cold Water Crossing and Blog Discussion

Runner-Up: The Art Thief by Michael Finkel

I find people to be so intersting at times. This book is a fascinating and intricate look into the world of art theft, blending true crime with cultural intrigue.

My review of The Art Thief

Mystery and Thrillers

Mysteries have always resonated with me, offering a perfect blend of intellectual engagement and entertainment. This year’s standout selections captured the layered storytelling and intriguing characters that make the genre so enjoyable.

Winner: Magpie Murders by Anthony Horowitz

I love a well-crafted mystery. Horowitz has cleverly layered storytelling with a mystery within a mystery, offering a fresh and engaging take on the genre.

My Review of Magpie Murders

Runner-Up: The Stillwater Girls by Minka Kent

When I was young I loved the thrill of a roller coaster. Now I love getting that thrill from a good thriller. This story is a gripping and atmospheric thriller with surprising twists and compelling characters. Buckle up!

My Review of The Stillwater Girls and Blog Discussion

Fantasy

Winner: The Priory of the Orange Tree by Samantha Shannon

What a wonderful escape this book was! It has epic world-building, strong female characters, and a refreshing tone of hope. Everything an escapist would want in a story!

My Review of The Priory of the Orange Tree

Runner-Up: A Master of Djinn by P. Djèlí Clark

I adore the world-building of P. Djèlí Clark. His ability to create an inventive setting, cultural richness, and a perfect blend of magic and mystery knows no bounds.

My Review of The Master of Djinn and Blog Discussion

Science Fiction

Science fiction has always been a big love of mine, offering a unique blend of imagination and reflection on the future. With advancements in AI and robotics becoming both exciting and terrifying, these stories allow me to explore the possibilities and consequences of technology in ways that feel both thrilling and thought-provoking.

Winner: The Martian Chronicles by Ray Bradbury

Bradbury is one of my all-time favorite authors. I have been reading my way through the entire Ray Bradbury library. The Martian Chronicles is a timeless exploration of humanity through the lens of interplanetary colonization, blending science fiction with lyrical prose.

My Review of The Martian Chronicles

Runner-Up: AnnieBot by Sierra Greer

Why it stood out: A creative and engaging exploration of artificial intelligence and humanity, offering a fresh perspective on technology’s potential and ethical dilemmas.

My Review of AnnieBot

Classics 

I love revisiting the classics, reading some of the authors who were first introduced to me in school. Some of these works I’m encountering for the first time, while others I’m returning to—though I’ll admit, I didn’t always finish all my assignments back then! It’s fascinating to read them now and see which ones still hold up after all this time. These are the books that have truly earned their status as classics, resonating across generations with themes and prose that remain relevant and impactful.

Winner: A Moveable Feast by Ernest Hemingway

I didn’t read much Hemingway in school, maybe a short story or two, but never his novels. A Moveable Feast feels different from traditional fiction—more like an autobiography that offers a deeply personal and evocative glimpse into his life in 1920s Paris. Its nostalgic reflections on art, relationships, and the literary world make it an insightful and enriching read.

My Review of A Moveable Feast

Particularly Good on Audio

Sorry for Your Loss by Michael Cruz Kayne

I started the second day of the new year reflecting the first anniversary of my father’s death by listening to this amazing audiobook, which turned out to be a deeply moving and humorous exploration of grief, blending personal anecdotes with larger reflections on loss and resilience. Its excellent narration made it an unforgettable listening experience.

My Review of Sorry For Your Loss

The Covenant of Water by Abraham Verghese

This epic of a story was certainly enhanced by the narration by the author, it added an authentic and intimate layer to a sweeping and heartfelt narrative.

My Review of The Covenant of Water

The Miranda Obsession by Jen Silverman

I ended my year with this unique and captivating listening experience that brought the mysterious and poignant story to life. When I worked at two radio stations in my twenties, my Program Director described radio as the ultimate “theater of the mind.” Visuals can distract, but when you get someone to listen, their imagination creates something far more powerful. This audiobook captures that essence beautifully, making it an unforgettable experience.

My Review of The Miranda Obsession

Overall Favorite of the Year

Remarkably Bright Creatures by Shelby Van Pelt

This novel is a poignant and beautifully written story with unforgettable characters. The kind of book that stays with you long after you’ve finished, leaving you missing the characters as if they were old friends.

My Review of Remarkably Bright Creatures

Closing The Chapter on 2024

As I reflect on my 2024 reading journey, I’m reminded of how books have the power to provide refuge, inspiration, and insight during life’s most chaotic and transformative moments. From deeply moving tales of resilience and connection to immersive explorations of history, science fiction, and human creativity, this year’s reads have been nothing short of transformative.

If you’re a fellow book lover, I hope my favorites spark your curiosity and encourage you to explore new stories that resonate with you. And if you’ve read any of these titles—or have recommendations for me—I’d love to hear your thoughts. Let’s celebrate the joy of reading together and look forward to another year of incredible stories in 2025!

My Year of Books 2024

What If? Exploring Parallel Lives in Three Captivating Books

Have you ever wondered how your life might have turned out if you had made different choices? This question lies at the heart of three fascinating books: The Impossible Lives of Greta Wells by Andrew Sean Greer, Life After Life by Kate Atkinson, and The Midnight Library by Matt Haig. Each novel takes a unique approach to exploring the idea of parallel lives, alternative choices, and the ripple effects of our decisions.

I recently read two of these books through the library and had read The Midnight Library when it first came out a few years back. Reading The Impossible Lives of Greta Wells and Life After Life with my book club kicked off some awesome chats about how history plays into our lives. Honestly, they all got me thinking about the decisions we make in life and how they can change our course.

Diving Into Parallel Lives: Insights from Authors and Trailers

The Impossible Lives of Greta Wells

If you’re curious about the inspiration behind The Impossible Lives of Greta Wells, check out this YouTube video where Andrew Sean Greer discusses the novel. His insights into the themes and historical elements add depth to the reading experience.

It’s difficult at times to discuss a book without giving away too much. In my reviews, I try to entice the reader with just enough information about the novel so they can make their own decision about whether to read it.

Life After Life

Kate Atkinson’s Life After Life is an intricately crafted narrative about living multiple lives and the consequences of our choices. The official book trailer perfectly captures the book’s tone and premise, offering a glimpse into the world of Ursula Todd.

The Midnight Library

Matt Haig’s The Midnight Library explores a magical realm where Nora Seed discovers the infinite possibilities of her choices. The book trailer brings the novel’s uplifting and thought-provoking themes to life.

Three Stories, Three Perspectives

The Impossible Lives of Greta Wells: Greta’s story is deeply personal, focusing on relationships and emotional growth as she navigates three distinct historical timelines. The novel invites readers to reflect on how the era we live in shapes our choices and relationships.

“When you were a little girl, Madam…..was this the woman you dreamed of becoming?”

Life After Life: Ursula Todd’s journey spans multiple lives, each subtly altering her path through key historical events like the World Wars. Atkinson’s intricate narrative highlights how small decisions can ripple out to create dramatically different outcomes.

“What if we had a chance to do it again and again, until we finally did get it right? Wouldn’t that be wonderful?”

The Midnight Library: Nora Seed’s exploration of alternate lives is uplifting and accessible, with a clear message about appreciating the life we have. Haig’s approach blends philosophical musings with a hopeful tone, making it a relatable and inspiring read.

“Between life and death there is a library, and within that library, the shelves go on forever. Every book provides a chance to try another life you could have lived. To see how things would be if you had made other choices… Would you have done anything different, if you had the chance to undo your regrets?”

Questions to Spark Discussion for Your Book Group

  • If you could live an alternate version of your life, what would you hope to discover?
  • How does each book approach the idea of parallel lives differently? Which perspective did you find most compelling?
  • Do you think exploring alternate lives changes how the protagonists see their “real” life? How did this resonate with you?
  • In The Midnight Library, the message is about appreciating the life you have. Do Life After Life or The Impossible Lives of Greta Wells offer a similar conclusion?

Your Turn!

Have you read The Impossible Lives of Greta WellsLife After Life, or The Midnight Library? Which story resonated most with you, or is there another book about parallel lives that you’d recommend? Let’s keep the conversation going—share your thoughts in the comments below!

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Stories Within Stories: The Unique Charm of Magpie Murders

When I finished Anthony Horowitz’s Magpie Murders, I couldn’t stop thinking—not just about the plot twists or the cleverly drawn characters, but about storytelling itself. As a writer, I’m always curious about what makes a novel truly unforgettable. With Magpie Murders, it’s not only the intricate plotting or the richly developed characters—though the book has those in spades—but how it pushes readers to rethink what a mystery novel can be.

Magpie Murders isn’t just a whodunit; it’s a brilliant exploration of the genre itself. Horowitz draws us into a world that feels familiar—especially for fans of classic detective fiction—but then turns it on its head in the most delightful and unexpected ways.


Two Worlds One Brilliant Puzzle

One of the most intriguing elements of Magpie Murders is how it bridges two very different worlds. On one hand, we’re transported to a charming English village, full of secrets and intrigue—a setting that feels like a love letter to Agatha Christie. On the other, we’re pulled into the sharp, sometimes ruthless reality of modern publishing. The tension and interplay between these two settings create a fascinating dynamic that keeps you turning the pages.

What truly sets this novel apart, though, is its meta-narrative. This isn’t just a mystery; it’s a story about stories—how they’re crafted, consumed, and how they evolve over time. Horowitz plays with structure in a way that feels both innovative and grounded in the traditions of the genre.


The Double Delight of Stories Within Stories

What makes Magpie Murders unforgettable is its layered storytelling. It doesn’t just offer a mystery to solve; it offers two. It’s a story within a story, and that dual structure transforms the reading experience into something richer and more immersive.

If you’ve ever enjoyed books like The 7½ Deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle by Stuart Turton, Frankenstein by Mary Shelley, or The NeverEnding Story by Michael Ende, you’re already familiar with how this technique can elevate a narrative.


Why Do We Love Tales Embedded Within Tales?

There’s something irresistibly intriguing about stories embedded within other tales. Maybe it’s the added complexity, the intellectual challenge, or simply the pleasure of discovering how the layers connect. In Magpie Murders, this device isn’t just a clever flourish; it’s central to what makes the book so compelling.

This technique mirrors the way mysteries themselves work. Both narratives are full of clues, red herrings, and revelations, making the reading experience feel like solving two interconnected puzzles. And when the solution to one mystery sheds light on the other? That’s the ultimate reward.


Layers That Add Depth and Complexity

Horowitz uses the nested structure to explore different tones and styles. The inner narrative evokes the charm and structure of a classic whodunit, while the framing story feels sharper, more modern, and self-aware. This juxtaposition not only celebrates the genre’s roots but also shows how far it’s come.

For readers, it’s an intellectual delight. You’re not just solving one mystery—you’re piecing together how these two narratives intersect. It’s a challenge that rewards careful attention to detail and invites you to savor every twist and turn.


A Love Letter to Storytelling

On a deeper level, stories within stories often feel like a conversation about storytelling itself. In Magpie Murders, Horowitz dives into the relationship between authors and readers, the mechanics of crafting a mystery, and the joy of unraveling a well-constructed plot. The dual narrative becomes a kind of meta-commentary, asking us to think critically about how stories are built and why they resonate.

Is the outer story more “real” than the inner one? How does the framing narrative shape our perception of the embedded tale—and vice versa? These are the kinds of questions that linger long after you’ve finished the book, making it far more than just a clever mystery. It’s a meditation on the enduring power of storytelling.


Why This Narrative Technique Hooks Us Every Time

There’s a unique satisfaction that comes from stories within stories. It’s like being in on a secret, a special connection between the author and reader. This layered technique challenges us to think critically, rewards us for our attention, and delivers that exhilarating “aha!” moment when everything clicks.

In Magpie Murders, the storytelling within storytelling doesn’t just entertain—it elevates the experience. It reminds us why we love mysteries: for their ability to surprise, engage, and invite us into a world where every detail matters.


What’s Your Favorite Story Within a Story?

What draws you to stories within stories? Do you love the complexity, or do you find it challenging to follow? Can you think of other books or films that use this technique effectively? Share your thoughts—I’d love to hear from you!

Magpie Murders by Anthony Horowitz

My rating: 5 of 5 stars


Magpie Murders by Anthony Horowitz is a masterful homage to classic detective stories, seamlessly blending traditional elements with a contemporary twist to create a novel within a novel. This ingenious narrative is further elevated by the superb narration of Samantha Bond and Allan Corduner, who bring the story to life with exceptional skill.

Their compelling storytelling effortlessly shifts between a quaint English village, echoing Agatha Christie’s settings, and the cutthroat world of modern-day publishing. Horowitz creates a complex mystery filled with richly developed characters, sharp wit, and a plot replete with red herrings and unexpected twists. The protagonist, Susan Ryeland, stands out, with Bond and Corduner capturing her keen detective skills and passion for literature, driving the story forward with intelligence and insight.

While the novel’s intricate structure is a testament to Horowitz’s storytelling prowess, it may challenge some, requiring keen attention to detail to navigate the dual narratives and plethora of characters. However, the narration by Bond and Corduner adds an extra layer of engagement, making Magpie Murders a compelling auditory experience that revives the spirit of golden age mysteries while adding a modern flair. This makes it a must for mystery fans and a brilliant example of genre-blending done right, with the narrators elevating the text to new heights.



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Understanding The Johnstown Flood: A Historical Insight

Exploring Tragedy and Resilience with David McCullough

The Minot-Sleeper Library’s Nonfiction Book Club has a knack for introducing me to books I might not have picked up on my own, and the May 2024 selection, The Johnstown Flood by David McCullough, is no exception. Before diving in, I had heard about the infamous flood, a catastrophe that turned into a tragic reality, but knew little about the details or the human stories behind it. McCullough’s masterful storytelling changed that entirely.

This gripping account of one of America’s most devastating disasters not only delves into the events of that fateful day but also explores the decisions, negligence, and resilience of the people involved. From McCullough’s vivid descriptions to the meticulous research, this book transformed my understanding of the tragedy and left me reflecting on its lasting lessons.

The Johnstown Flood by David McCullough

My rating: 5 of 5 stars


David McCullough’s The Johnstown Flood offers a captivating and thorough look at one of America’s worst disasters. McCullough brilliantly uses eyewitness accounts and contemporary reports to immerse readers in the story, making them feel the tension and devastation of that fateful day. His research is top-notch, and he leaves no stone unturned in exploring the reasons behind the disaster and its aftermath. The book is paced perfectly, keeping readers hooked as the tragedy unfolds.

While there are moments where certain details get repeated a bit too much, this minor flaw doesn’t overshadow the book’s overall quality. It’s an engaging and enlightening read, shedding light on how human negligence turned a preventable catastrophe into a tragic reality. A must-read for anyone curious about history or how decisions can have lasting impacts.



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Let’s Discuss

David McCullough is widely regarded as one of the greatest American historians, known for his meticulous research and engaging storytelling. His works, including The Johnstown Flood1776, and Truman, bring pivotal historical events and figures to life in a way that resonates with readers. This was my first McCullough book, and I already have 1776 on my TBR list.

Have you read The Johnstown Flood or any of McCullough’s other books? What did you think of his approach to history and the way he connects readers to the past? If you’re a fan of history or have other favorite authors in the genre, I’d love to hear your recommendations—share them in the comments!

And if you’re curious about The Johnstown Flood, check it out at your local library or borrow it digitally through the Libby app. Let’s start a conversation about the stories from history that have left an impact on us all.